| you ain't nothin' but a wanksta |
[Sep. 1st, 2005|01:46 pm] |
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So last night / this morning was really weird. I think it was because I was so damned tired and I somehow found myself in a rap rivalry (Widdy and Felly fo sho), a witness to multiple Way arguements, face to face (or more like, face to screen to wire to screen to face) with the number one thief in town, and trying to keep my girlfriend from leaving me for a 14-year-old smartass /...someone who likes to steal almost everything. Yeah. Thank you for chatrooms that last up to about 5 hours. I don't know. Kids are weird, but I'm not any better either. ( I've come up with these conclusions though )
Anyway, Cassie gets to start work on Monday. I was excited about that because I was going to give her a hard time, but then Eric (the creepy redhaired skinny freckle boy that hits on all the women that walk into the coffee shop...you'd know if you came by often) started talking about her and so for some reason it just clicked to me that having Eric around would be hell enough. He already talks about my girlfriend, let alone every other teenage girl that ranges in between the ages of 17-21 in this town, and so...yeah. I'll have to keep an eye on him. I mean, I know I'm not the tallest person, but Eric would be easy to take down. And blah. And yeah. I'm off. This whole sudden gangster phase needs a break.
- Felly |
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[Dec. 18th, 2004|12:45 am] |
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i'm pretty tired, but then again, when am i not? i'm always tired, and sometimes i'd just really like to back home to new jersey and sleep away everything. that wasn't meant to have any emotional indications because quite frankly, the only thing i feel emotional about is sleeping (i really need it), so don't take it as if i'm being this emo loser right now.
but really, i miss new jersey. i miss my bed. i miss my mom. i hate how i have to be here and live with my aunt and i hate the circumstances that brought me here. if my dad wasn't such an asshole and just...stayed with us, maybe then my mom wouldn't be struggling to support us - maybe then she'd be able to support the family and maybe then i wouldn't have to come here to live with my aunt.
but, i'm 18, i could probably go back to new jersey and i could probably get myself a decent job. i could live with my mom again and help her out, because the hour long conversations with her aren't enough. i suppose i'm just a real momma's boy sometimes, but that's what you get when your father turns you into a bastard. right? well...i know that my mom doesn't want me to leave here until i'm finished with highschool. so definately, after highschool, i'm going home. ..just can't wait to get this year over with.
-Frankie |
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